It's been a long while since I last saw her. She's always out now with her boyfriends and other new friends that she's made. She's happy, I get that. I'm super happy for her too. What I don't get is why it seems as though she would be more than willing to forget about me. Even after everything we've been through. I was always there for her. I've never tried to let her down and I will be honest, I haven't had much time for her for a while. However, I still do try and make time. I'd always reply to her texts in within 24 hours and I'd never just let her think that I'd leave her. She's my best friend and I love her. I'm trying to do what I can now to get her back, but it won't work if she won't make an effort. It seems like she's replaced me with her new friends and her new boyfriend. Honestly, I'm happy for her. I've never hurt her before. If anything, she was the one who's hurt me most. The times when she got jealous, she'd do something to hurt me then say sorry and cry about it. Then, the cycle will continue. I always forgive her, but I've never forgotten the times she's hurt me. I don't bring it up, but I don't understand why she can't just at least try to bring back the friendship we once had. I'm trying, so why can't she? I've been replaced, I know. That's what moving away from my comfortable hometown does. But remember one of our late night chats on the phone? On the first week that I moved away? You told me that you would never forget me, never replace me, and never ever lose me. If anything like us drifting apart happened, you'd give it your all to get what we once had back. Look at us now. Doesn't seem like you're doing your part well.
Time may mend things,
Time may mend things,
And time can break things.
Only those who survives what father time brings
Can truly say that they've worked to their very beings.
