Love is a funny thing.

Love, the closest thing we have to magic.
It gives you the most wonderful feeling when you're in love. However, it does not only take one form. Love exists in everything. Your love for your beloved family, your dear friends, your favorite book, or your favorite celebrity. Your love for your stuffed animals, and your love for school or your favorite food. But, the most magical form of love is the love your heart develops for another being. For another heart that will mend together with yours and beat as one.

When you're in love, you notice your crush more. For me, I notice him more than everything and everyone else. I want him to notice me too. I want him to pay attention to me. When I'm near him, I laugh louder than I normally do, I talk louder than I'm used to and I do things that will get him to notice me. But the truth is, if he ever notices me and starts to develop an interest for me. I get scared and I move away. I leave him there, by himself wondering what happened. It's a terrible thing to do. But I get scared. I'm afraid to fall in love. All the times that I've fallen for someone, the happy feelings never last long when jealousy or the feeling of never being able to be with him gets to you. That's why I'm afraid. When I like a guy, my day and emotions all belong to him whether he wants them or not. My feelings sway with him. I'm afraid to give my heart to someone who I know may shatter it all to pieces.  I should trust them, I know. I long to meet a guy who would make me want to fall head over heels for him. Someone that will make me want to give away my heart and let him depend on my happiness. When that day comes, I will look him in the eye and say: thank you. Thank you for being wonderful. Thank you for helping me want to give you something of mine so fragile that it could break with just a tiny bit of pressure. Love is all about trust and those who love the most, trusts the most. Those are the people I admire. They're not afraid to put themselves out there and fall in love. Give away something so precious that could break so easily. Those people are amazing.

When you realize you love someone, the feeling of wanting to be with them never leaves you. When you’re in school, you talk loudly so he can hear you. You laugh louder so he’ll notice you and when he walks away, you stare at the image of his back wondering “did he notice me?”